What's the good news?
Happy St. Patrick's Day! A lot of random things happened today. I woke up early to study for a test. I hadn't studied at all before this morning, and the information was about as dry as a saltine cracker. I admit, I brought it on myself, but my goal is to easily achieve all A's in my classes by the end of the semester. So I went in confident that I would ace the thing, even though I didn't have one ounce of an idea of what was on the test. Well whaddya know? I got there a few moments early and happened to get maybe five more minutes of cramming in, and guess what? The test was EASY! I was confident that it would be easy to me, and I believed that I would ace it. I'm pretty sure that I did. There were only a few that I wasn't sure about, but I did the extra credit homework and also the bonus question at the back. I know I did well. It's great. I love.
After that I went shopping with my grandmother. I must admit. This was the first day that I have actually struggled with negativity. It all started as my grandmother being upset by a phone bill, and she was kind of sucking the power out of my fun. Every time we went somewhere, she would either hang back and drift away from me, or comment negatively on everything I picked out. :( Finally I just kind of told her, "Look, I invited you here because I wanted to spend time with you and have fun with you, and you're pushing negativity on me that I don't need." Well of course I didn't say it like that, but it was to that affect. She kept trying to argue with me, but I got to the point where I just realized that it wasn't worth the effort to argue.(because she does not realize the power that she has, or the fact that she always gives it away) I just sat quietly and left her to her own thoughts. I think she realized what was going on.
This was my after-birthday fun, and I just wanted to spend the day with her. But she wasn't making it very fun. I think she realized it and felt sorry. I doesn't matter because I always love my grandma most and I always want to spend time with her. I will continue to invite her because she is one of my best friends in the world. I just need to learn to blockade myself better from her negativity. (and I understand WHY she is negative, so I'm not going to judge her for it) I just have to not let it affect me. Everything will be good then.
I guess that's what I learned today. My resolve was weakened a tad bit today, but right now, at this very moment, I feel awesome. I refuse to let this get me. Tomorrow I will wake up with a smile on my face, and continue this challenge, 18 days strong! I need to work some more on my vision board. (some of the things are actually already manifesting! I got 4 pairs of really nice shoes for just 30 bucks, and some pants for 12! Not to mention my asian clothes are coming in the mail very soon!)
I glued the color background down the other day. Now I will be working on organizing the layout of how I want the pictures and words to be glued on the board. I'm pretty sure that I have all of the images and words that I need for this vision board. They're all cut out, ready to be glued on. I will post more pictures soon!
On that note, I am sleepy. I feel great, I just need rest. 9:30 AM class in the morning. I am motivated to be alert and active in my classes tomorrow, so I will be getting some sleep about now. As Heyer said, "Busy, Busy, Busy!" classes are piling on the homework. But you know, I will stick with this, stick with YOU. I love writing this blog everyday because it is inspiring to me. I enjoying sharing my manifestations.
Today's affirmation was "I cause joy and laughter wherever I go".
My grandmother might be exception to joy and laughter at my account, but this affirmation is very true. Why? It's because I cause MY OWN joy and laughter wherever I go. I am wherever I am (lol) so there IS joy and laughter wherever I go. Does that make any since? Haha.
Have a great night! Much love.
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