Apr 11, 2010

I DROPPED THE BALL! (Day 41: 4/10/10)

***This was typed at 4 in the morning, so it might be a little loopy***

Hey everyone.

This is coming late, I know, but better late than never right? I shall explain. My pal asked me to go clubbing with him! I have never gone clubbing before, so that was awesome. We did go, and I danced!


I dropped the ball.


I wasn't very confident out there. I kept beating myself up about it on the ride home. On my way out of the car my friend said to me, "Next time dance better." and I think that was when I wanted to cry. I AM a great dancer, I love dancing. But apparently I did not dance well?

I think this is where the blog gets real, if you haven't thought it real yet. Here comes the struggle. Rome wasn't built in a day; this creating your own reality takes some time to get used to. I just need to work at it.

I want to go back. I want to prove to myself that I can do it. And I CAN!

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